Each morning I awaken | To an overwhelming plate | These rations self-inflicted | Peeling layers away | It spins in blurs around me | Drunk with my everyday | Feelings of never stopping | Incessant memory | I want some one else | To come take me away from this place | It's tearing me down | Destroying every shade of decency | I have left | I can't pretend anymore | That there's nothing wrong | It's creeping up around me | The vision starts to fade | Darkness floods over boundaries | Penetrates everyday | I feel it grow inside me | Theft of my inner peace | It cannot grow without me | It's feeding within me | Its heading straight for me | I can't turn it away | Destiny's turning on me | I've lost all control